Speechless…. March 11th, 2010

1 week ago I told the world I was pregnant and now I have breast cancer. As my mind relived the day before… And raced with what will happen to me… I had nothing to say. Life had just given me my biggest dream and now it was threatened.

”… I can’t believe what you said to me Last night when we were alone…You threw your hands up Baby you gave up, you gave up… You popped my heart seams On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams…How? How? How? Wow…Oh boy you’ve left me speechless, You’ve left me speechless, so speechless” 

Lady Gaga

Oh and I love Lady Gaga! Music may make me cry sometimes... but it also relaxes me.  Especially singing while driving alone, with the music turned up so loud no one can hear me!